Real friends get discovered during hard times

FARAH. An angel

Who's Farah? 

Pertaining to the above question, of course Farah is not me. She is the girl-next-the-door. Hehe. Why am i declaring her as an angel..

She doesnt't even know that she is so special. Well, at least for me. Trust me. Whoever meets her are going to like her.

Basically, she's always been by my side when i'm in fragile state. Well, that rarely happened to me. I am suffering from the kind of trauma to trust people. It ain't easy for me to put my trust in people. Its because i hate that feeling when i started to love someone,(of course my friends, it's not like what u think, dude!)and out of blue they left me. just like that. Well, actually i've been in that situation before. Hence, i decided to stand on my own feet. Be independent. I always convince myself that i can do better, even without relying on anybody else. But i actually knwo that i was wrong, until I met Farah. I am still going to consider her as my angel. Well, because angel only comes after my mom. Hehe. I swear it's not easy for me to pour what i feel and trust them as my listener. I don't like to judge people. It's because i knew how hurt it is being judged, by people that don't even know us.

Now i know that i came up even stronger because Allah finally has granted my prayer. Trust me, its really important to keep praying that Allah will keep us company with Solehah and Soleh people around us, so that they will be good examples for us. Our friends are the reflection of ourselves. When the friends' good, eventually, they will give us good influences. In my age, friends are the most important ingredient in recipe of my life. *i'm sorry for being too girly in this post.

Whenever we are, no matter how bad things are, don't forget to have faith in Him. He is the One that will be by our side , even when everybody hates and left us for the sake of world.

Look. I am so happy to be surrounded by my friends, as my family is far from me now. I just dont know how to thank them for being there in my life. No matter good or bad, i strongly believe, the goods are going to be blessings in our life. Meanwhile, the bad is going to be a lesson for us, so that we'll not do the same thing to other people.

have u ever heard, 

you can't make everybody likes you. It's simply because you don't even like everybody.

Whatever it is, i am going to put my trust in Him. You, the one who's reading this too! Bear in your mind, that He will not test us if we  aren't strong enough to bear the test. Life is beautiful. There are millions of people out there, willing to die to get what we have.

Appreciate every single things in our life because, at a point, we are really going to miss everything. Even a single thing that used to annoy us all the time.

Here's to the one that always been supporting me. Just like a sister. Uhibbuki fillah <3



Love, me.